There’s no way around this, I must go through it. Where do I begin? It’s difficult to explain the feeling, because as I’ve said before, it’s not like I’m sad or depressed. In fact, it’s quite the opposite. I’m feeling incredibly grateful and full. My family is such a blessing. I get to live my life the exact way I want to. I have everything I’ve ever wanted, and more … so what is this angst?