Did I Just Relapse? It Sure Felt Like It...

I’ve been completely sober since March 4, 2010. I haven’t even taken a Benadryl. When I had back surgery. I went through the entire process with no pain killers. When I told the surgeon to make sure he didn’t prescribe me any drugs, he looked at my with confusion and fear. I’m the only person out of the thousands of peoples he’s cut open that refused pain meds. It was brutal agonizing pain. I’m talking pain that makes you question your willingness to live. But I didn’t take any painkillers, because the pain of being a junkie is way worse.

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